Without You

I couldn’t imagine a life without you.

A life without watching you engage with your curiosity.

A life without hearing you scream at the TV during a game.

A life without seeing you so excited to try a new dish or treat you wanna make on tiktok.

A life without waking up to you trying to stifle a laugh on a Saturday morning so you don’t wake me up.

A life without hearing the memories of your childhood and you tossing your head back while you hear yourself recount the tales to me.

A life without feeling your body against mine in those moments before bed, where you sometimes pull me into you and turn me around just to tell me how you feel.

A life where I don’t get to bombard your phone with white hearts, Green leaves, and sparkles when I just want you to know that i’m thinking of you.

A life where I don’t get to wake up and realize it’s not a dream, I am in this relationship with my forever partner.

A life where I don’t choose you—choose us—every day.

A life where I don’t get to tell you and show you my love on an everyday basis.

I love you, Sy Yaw and I can’t imagine a life without you and I know I’ll never have to. I promise to love every part of you for eternity and I just can’t wait for another call, another text, another year, another minute, another moment with you.

I adore you my waffle fry.